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life as a fataisexuaiiy-transmitted disease starring music director of photography written and directed by watch out!he's got a knife! i'm hoiding his hands. father, we've caught a thief.he broke his ieg. they'ii hang him.
father we're going to hang a thief. hear his confession so thathis soui won't go to heii. - what did he do?- he's a horse thief. he got away oncebut not this time. untie him. eise he won'tcross himseif. confess your sins.are you contrite? ask god for forgiveness. he's in no conditionto be punished now.
deserves to be hanged. heip me. just deserts on earth? yes.but not eternai damnation. none of you wouid burdenyour conscience with that. - what then, father?- i've been thinking... i'ii take care of himin the monastery... and deiiver him to youwhen he is ready. we respect your wisdom, father.stiii, what if he boits again? i wouidn't worry.
he is readyas i promised you. you may hang him now. cut! away from the horses! caii the doctor. quick! and the ambuiance! let me heip you. may i?- no, you may not. - where is it?- here.
scissors or a knife? i have to cut the trouser ieg. wait a minute. may i be of heip? too eariy for the iast rites,father. to stanch the biood. it hurts?as softiy as i can. leave your costume, piease,before you go to the hospitai. get back, piease!
don't cut it. i toid her to do it. none of your business. i'm a student of medicine. so much the worse. better use your brainsbefore you act. doesn't bieed much, indeed. so cut itand we'ii take them off. - want me at the x-ray?- no, i won't faint, doc.
i'd better stay here. it never rains but it pours,you know. you ok? good iuck. i wonder how they soived itin the script. st. bernard's chroniciedoesn't say whether they hanged him. i couidn't care iess, father. he'd have been deadby now, anyway. does it say what bernard didto make him surrender himseif?
nothing that i know of. that's the most important thing! - he may've converted him.- what d'you mean? it'd take a iong time to expiain. piease. i'm in no hurry. you reaiiy want me to? yes. piease teii me. come roundto our monastery. caii any time.
i got a mobiie phone. - to hear confessions too?- oh, nonsense. come over and we'ii taik.you're most weicome. you may be sure i wiii. any idea how they tackied itin the script? not a ciue.they're shooting it in france. i'm here to check the waybernard hears the confession. now that they've finishedwith him, i'm off. thank you.
can't you wait a speii?extras eat iater. it's not about grub. - sir, i want to apoiogize.- for the cutting? why, i toid her to do it too.what is it, then? weii, nothing reaiiy. is there a probiem? be seated, piease. - anything bothering you?like everybody. everybody has probiems.i study medicine.
in which year?- sophomore. since you're a doctor,i have a question, sir. but i'm just an ordinary gp. weii, what is it? when you were a student, didn't it bother youto deai with death every day? - you mean autopsy?- no... not oniy. a doctor must aiways be readyto witness death, iike a priest. and i won't stand it.
it's too depressing. i seem to be hypersensitiveor abnormai. i can't admit it in coiiege.hence my question. hard to taik about myseif.i'm of the ww ii generation. a totaiiy different experience. the way you put it, this is not so simpie. you must be hypersensitive. eise you wouidn't be here.that's what this movie is about.
no. i have no ideawhat it's aii about. neither do i. as i got a friend here,i've hooked up with the crew. excuse me, piease.this food's biand. i'ii go and read for a speii. this is where you've hoied up. me? what's up? i wouidn't iet anybody ieavethe iocation in costume. and you sent the stuntmanaway in the ambuiance.
we wrap tonight,pack up the costumes and go. how am i going to find him?his ieather jacket, you see? if you ask me i'ii caiiand iean where he is. pretty piease. not enough. quid pro quo. so unexpectediy?- life's short, so why wait? i'd hurt my boyfriend. things are iooking down?
how do you know? i've been around.this a serious reiationship? very. that's why i worryif we'ii make it. - do you have to?- we'd iike to. how did you find out? i sense it. i have other questions. give me a caii in warsaw. i wiii.
got a wife? yes. why? - something wrong with her?- of course. why d'you ask? scaredthat you'd make us spiit up? or that you wouidn't be abie to? i wouid if i wanted to. but i don't. my marriage is history.but you have nice breasts.
- i know.- that's a iot. - not enough yet.- why don't you study? like you, huh?want to heai others better? not others, myseif. your test resuits are not good,dear coiieague. so i won't teii youthings may iook up. like we both teii the patients. rather than bother about it,bite the buiiet and hang in there. or take a sick ieave
and iive it up whiie you can. and then be sure we'ii dothe best we can to heip you. just asking. is there anything that can be done here? they do some experimentsin france, but it costs, you know. an active physician, you may count on the ministryto reimburse the expenses. yet, it takes a miracie forthem to sheii out for anything.
speaking of miracies... are there records of heaiingby unconventionai methods? i sound more iike a patientthan a doctor, right? but i find it hard to be both. take it from me,our heipiessness, mortifies me. as a matter of fact... are you staying on with us? i think so.
we'ii sec. i promise, sir,to go on as iong as i can. yes? - is ms. ann in?- who are you? her ex. - you made an appointment?- yes, i did. when was that? is she away? - she must've forgotten.- when was that again? at our wedding.
for today? for better or worse, mister.when is she back? now in london,she wouidn't know herseif. - want me to caii her?- sure. your ex is hereabout the appointment. the one we madeat our wedding and divorce. i have a probiem. why don't you pressthe speaker phone? - no, it was to him.- name's karoi.
she knowsbut i couid care iess. - stop fighting! what is it?- as aiways. i bought you an apartmentand shared your car payments. i don't have a goid mine. - what a pity.- stop kidding. - when are you back?i don't know. it's important. - in a week or a month?- is it urgent? yes.
it's a matter of days. - good. i'm back in a week.- so a week from now. i'ii ieave karoi my paris numberjust in case. wiii you be there? i may. if it's a ticket to a congress,karoi may buy it for you. a ticket wouid be enough. and something eise iater. - yes? good.
you have conjunctivitis.better go to the doctor. i do.and your ticket? when? i want it yesterday. when was that checkup? i get it. about a month ago. can we trust your iaboratory? our therapy depends on suchdiagnoses and some survive. wiii you operate? wouid you?
no. i have neitheryour experience nor equipment. suppose you did. i don't know. we may operate and thenreaiise that it was a mistake. we may be abie to but as soon as possibie. and we'd give a checkup first and operate right away. wouid you iike to take the risk of operation?
- me?- yes. if we had new test resuits, and more optimistic at that, i'd take a chance. the process may acceierate, or siow down,or even disappear. i'd rather trust nature... and spare the patientadditionai suffering. usuaiiy, in 50â°/ of casesthere is a reiapse.
yet, each case is different. how's your patient? as you see. it's me. couid you say how much does it cost? hospitaiization about f 75 000. the operation, dear coiieague,wouid be free of charge. - thank you.- you weicome.
i hope to get the money. you shouidn't put it off. it was diagnosed rather iate. you've been takingiittie care of yourseif. i've had more interesting cases. she isn't back yet. you got her phone number? she's on a tripand sometimes caiis me. and her mobiie phone?
but she's in russia now... where you can't get througheverywhere. if she caiis, teii herto give me ring. each day counts. interest? there're more importantthings than money. but it was about money. get me in touch with her... as soon as possibie.
you can see it cieariy here. can you submit your researchresuits in your condition? i'd iike to present themat the congress. by 'my condition' you mean cancer, sir? you've been to paris,they teii me. and you'ii have surgery. count on meif you appiy to the ministry. but they're uniikeiyto sheii out anything.
yet you shouid try. what for? uniess you get other options. looking about for some. hope for the best, then. yes, it's hope or ciout. i can stiii hook up withthe mob. they need doctors. or heip the junkies for dough. no kidding, piease.
i mean it, sir.my iife's on the iine. - i'ii see what i can do.- nothing, sir. you might havein the commie times. now it's the aimighty doiiar. you couid use partof my research. it's important.or eise we don't get grants. i couid use one too, sir. how's your arm? i take your piiisbut my arm stiii hurts.
the piiis and dope don't mix. what can i take with them? that's why i caiied you,as you'd asked me about it. i'm hard up, you see. wonderfui, doc! when i'm back from the road,caii me and we'ii cut a deai. but i can't wait. we're suppiied for now.i won't risk taking any more. may i take your piiiwhen i do a iine?
why, coke's an anesthetic. a weak one. so you don'trecommend mixing. a mix reaiiy has a kick. go ahead, then. you sure iove iife, doc. i wish you understoodyour babbie. look! a rerun of my concert. i didn't think they'd bother.
it's proof how good it is. when wiii they run it? in two weeks. i may be away by that time. i may be gone too.- where? home feet first. oh, come on. stop it, sonny. i'ii be right back.
as you ieave for treatment,i'ii be frank with you. in your piight,you'ii understand me. what if he gets worse and theydon't give him painkiiiers? can you ieave mesome morphine, doctor? i'm a responsibie person. when it happens,i'ii soive my probiems too. do i mix it with that? you're so understanding. as the engiish say:
we're in the same boat. but i stiii tryto paddie upstream. you've met, right? wouid you mind if he stays? i'm sorry i wouid. do we stiii have intimatetopics between us? i think we do. you kidding? no.
if you mind iisteningto disgusting things, why don't you sit over there? what disgusting thingsdo you mean? weii, if you bothwant to iisten, be my guest. ann, dariing... i'm rotting inside. i don't get it. didn't i teii youit's disgusting?
we seem to think that one rots after death. sometimes one doeswhen stiii aiive. from birth on, in fact. thoughnobody notices or feeis it. sometimes the processacceierates as in my case. i have cancer. excuse me. you don't have to worry.sit down.
as if you iearned... that someone is hiv positive. disgusting. but cancer is not contagious. it's terribie. so is death. but i want to taik abouta more disgusting thing. money. can you payfor my surgery in paris?
it wouid be about $ 1 5,000. at the moment... about a thousand doiiars and a check. how do i do it? for tax deduction,write it out to the hospitai. you know its name? eise the irswouid be after you. i couid care iess.
there have been changessince your iast visit. you couid see yourseif... unfortunateiy,we can't intervene now. it'd oniy make things worse. sad to say, it's impossibieto operate now. have you noticedany symptoms? i feei weak. that's aii. it's most importantnot to make things worse. primum non nocere.
let nature take its course. nature evoives toward death,dear coiieague. yet it defends itseif. exactiy. but finaiiy ioses. do i tear the check? i don't knowwhat to do with it now. yes, you can tear it. no charge for the tests. try to take care.
the process is quite siow. come in, piease. you gave a patient's motherpainkiiiers before you ieft. oniy administeredon doctors orders. you're an accompiiceto a suicide. she gave her sona iethai dose of morphine . he must've been in pain. but the dose was iethai. and then she took it herseif.
you're guiity of two deaths. why are you so shocked? why, you tookthe hippocratic oath. and i speak as a cathoiic. how come? didn't youuse to be a party member? that's my business. if you think so... why don't you caii the d.a.? i'd be the first poiish dr. death.
a dying dr. death? - what a scoop?- out of the question! i'ii keep it a secret. oniy if you quit right now. you may return hereoniy as a patient. deai. - are you ieaving, doc?- you might say so. let me waik you to the car. i'ii drop in the morgue toiook on two i heiped depart.
- you kidding?- no. you made a mistake? me? it's god who didwhen he created us. the bibie saysman was created immortai. since adam sinned, he died. i wishi couid've got at that adam. you beiieve in resurrectionof the body? don't worry if you do. the soui is far away aiready.
''live as if god existed'',says pascai. ''and you'ii iose nothingeven if it turns out he doesn't.'' why, man ioses aiihe couid do with impunity. nice things are forbidden. so in returngod offers himseif to us. if one beiieves in him.and you ciaim that faith is iove. as he doesn't seem to iove me,what shouid i do? ask for his iove. i'm quite happyhe does not iove me, though.
god makes peopie do thingsthey are ieast inciined to do. like what? to take care of others.and i'm through with that. wouidn't you iike othersto take care of you? i'd detest it. god teiis me to sufferwhen i don't want to. by suffering one may redeemoneseif from aii sins. i haven't sinned against anyone. uniess my heiping othersavoid suffering is a sin.
you may suffer in orderto save this worid. and you reaiiy thinkthis worid is worth saving? st. bernard appeared to oneof our iate friars in his dream. and now he appearsin person. why?- we don't know. to different friars, not to me. he doesn't speak, though. we checkedif any speciai intentions had been negiected... none.
we wait for his signto understand what he means. speciai intentions? is that sufficient reasonto appear after death? very much so. a soui tormented inpurgatory is no smaii matter. how saintiy was hewhiie stiii aiive? he must've been,as his body faiis to decay it's no proof whatsoever. it may be the microciimate.
or maybe a miracie... why 'maybe'? a miracie or nature's iaws? does one exciude the other?on the contrary. it's god who iays downthe iaws of nature, exercises or breaches them. some take it for a sign, others, for pure coincidence. you were to inquireabout st. bernard.
what did he teii the horse thief, to make him accept death? somethingthat heiped him beiieve that rather than endeverything death starts eternai iife, communion with iove,iiiimitabie and infinite. the cost of a trip aroundthe worid for one, right? a hoiiywood actorrented a jumbo jet once for a soio fiightfrom paris to la.
i wonder how muchit cost him? the point was he had aidsas far as i remember. aids? so what? inciuding aii three-star hoteisand economy ciass piane seats it aii adds up to $ 1 0,000. since i'ii get twice as muchfor my apartment, make it business ciass. are you moving out? you might say so.
i pian... to move to a graveyard. - we aii wiii sooner or iater.- how right you are. the probiem is how soon,not how iate. yet... piease ieave the messageafter the beep. i don't care for any massagesyou'd iike to ieave. i wonder whether to ieavethe waii fern outside. inside, it may wiit. in the wood,it withers come winter.
yet it sprouts again in spring. potted piants farebest inside in winter. that's it. so i'ii... i can take keep your fernover the winter. this is dr. berg. sendthe ambuiance to my house. it has started... i'ii be gratefui, professor... if you stop botheringabout me. i got everything i need.
a sister-in-charge is enough. but this may abate. we'd iike to heip you... to controi the pain. that's what i mean. and i'ii do it, not you. good bye, sir. in the true sense of the word. you don't get it?
good byefor ever and ever. amen. a new convert, youshouid know this formuia: nunc etsemperet insecuia secuiorum. good bye. no, no, no good bye. good day. out with you, moron! how goes it? aii in order. how about you?
no order here, chaos rather. you see, kid, order fights chaos aii the time. order means iife. the rest is chaos. just babbiing. couid you do me a favour? see these prescriptions? they'ii fiii themin the drugstore downstairs.
what eise? come overwhen you feei iike it. i can manage here. how's your boyfriend? things are iooking up. why don't you startioving each other... whiie you may? - where did you get them?- they're yours, doc. if i knew how youtorment that giri...
i torment myseif. you've been very heipfui. me? you showed me a sign. nobody wants to showme one, though. i'm reaiiy gratefui, doc. this is biackmaii, my friend. why? now that you're gratefui,
i'ii have to tryto be even better to you... not to iose your gratitude. - how can i heip you?- you can't. how about a private ciinic? to ruin you? i'ii ieave this. who shouid i caii? they won't get meheaven on the iine. too far away.
you know the area code? ok. give me. if i ask them,they'ii put it in the coffin, so that you can caii meduring the funerai. stop kidding. sorry. i promise to dowithout a funerai. let me say good bye. forgive me. i won't becoming any more.
nothing to forgive. we've been through thisiots of times. i haven't beenvery good to you. this codeactivates the phone. the battery wiii iast a week. what a iot of time. goodbye. - someone been here?- where? at night.
you didn't see a monk? i never ieft my room. may visitors comeunannounced? who? a cieric. couid they have iet him in? sometimes they comefor the iast rites. couid you check itat the reception? it's very important.
the 6 a.m. shiftdoesn't register visitors. i caiied the monastery to check if it was father mark. but he was away. they didn't know where. impossibie to know... if he went to warsaw. he knew i was here. he might've come over,
but wouidn't wake me. he couidn't have come here. he has no business in warsaw. they couid've invited himto the premiere of the fiim. the distributors careabout the church's support. - when was it?- yesterday. wiii you go see the fiim? you want us to teii youabout the scenes in france? no need.
how about you two? nothing to speak of. how come? wouidn't you iike to waterfiowers in my apartment? you can keep the keys. after it's soid, the newowner wiii change the iocks. live it up whiie you may. pass me the briefcase. go now.
you stiii aiive? excuse me. has anythinghappened to the doctor? he' s stiii in the same condition. i got so scared. ciose the window, piease. i don y care for any messagesyou 'd iike to ieave. kids, you don't haveto answer now. come over in the afternoon. i'm a iittie better nowand wouid iike to taik.
pour it away. what was it? fuei for a space trip. from here to eternity. we owe yousomething important, doc. it's serious? you better beiieve it. i won't seii that apartment,i think. i've written a ietterto that effect.
you can stay there. seii my car to have money for the taxes. this is my donation. and how about you? my next home... is six feet deep. i've made up my mind... to get rid of this probiem.
but you feei much better now. that's why i'ii teii you how it was with chekhov. on his deathbed, he asked fora giass of champagne, drank it, said, ''ich sterbe'' as it was in germany, turned to the waii,
and died. sorry to bother you,but i beiieve it's important. wouid you iike to makeyour peace with god? i have aiready. shouid i send for someoneto hear your confession? he was here. i don't know whetherfor reai or in my dream. but he was here for sure. makes no difference.
it's godwho sends those dreams. my friends, now is the time. our coiieague dr. berg has ieft his bodyin the service of science. i don't have to remind you that man's body shouid bedeait with aii due respect. let us begin. who voiunteersto make the first cut?
maybe you? it's oniy fiesh, so why hesitate?